I'm really nervous about the concert tonight.

In a few minutes I'm finishing work and I'm starting to freak out and hope it all goes well. I'm rather too far away from one of my best support mechanisms.

All in all is gets me thinking about the phrase 'you don't know what you've got til it's gone' which i sometimes think isn't true, especially because most of the time i'm aware of just how good people are to me and how much i need them. i think for me it's possibly more along the lines of 'you don't know what you've got until you need it', and then I suppose you learn what really matters.